Fears: judgement, failure, unhappiness
Annoyances: laziness, negativity
Accomplishments: still being in the academy and still challenging myself, keeping up with friends I don't see every day any more
Confusions: injustice
Sorrows: anxiety and lack of confidence
Dreams: being happy in my career and life, keeping busy
Idiosyncrasies: music nerd, generally a nerd
Risks: not sleeping enough,
Beloved Possessions: Then - laptop, violin, guitars, CDs, Now - phone, violin, guitars, spotify account?
Problems: Time management, stress
One of the most common fears I've noticed is "failure," which I can relate to, and maybe everyone has felt at some point in their life. We're afraid that the hard work and effort we've put into our lives won't ever result in any reward or "success." Success is a pretty vague term though - everyone has something different in mind. Maybe success means wealth or fame; or maybe it's a spiritual, religious reward. Personally, the dream is just happiness. When I imagine the end of the road, the dream is to be happy with what I've done and where I've ended up. I hope I never have to look back and regret life because of something I didn't do. So basically, my fear is that I won't find myself incredibly busy. I want to keep trying new things and having new experiences, and I'm afraid that somehow anxiety or fear of putting myself out there will get in the way somehow.
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