The future is approaching at what seems like faster than ever, and I'm terrified. It seems so close I could touch it. I know I can do the things I want and be successful, it's just all so scary and so real. It means more when you make mistakes. I'm starting to get real ideas of what I want my life to look like.
This summer I'm going to be working, go to church camp and go on vacation. Like I said earlier, as I start to see what I want my life to look like it makes it even harder when things don't work out. Ive been planning on going to Honduras this summer for years, and it all fell through. This has been really tough to deal with, especially since I had felt like it was God's plan. Unfortunately I don't know what He want, but I know He's got a plan.
With that being said, as I move forward in my life, I have to put my trust in Him. That doesn't mean it won't be stressful, but it does put my heart at ease a little bit. College and the future and everything that comes with it is extremely daunting, but I'm trying my best and that's all I can give.
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